About the entrance exams of Aalto University School of Art and Design: I was there five days drawing and sowing and now...I´M ONE OF THE LAST 18 CANDIDATES! A-M-A-Z-I-N-G. I still can´t believe that this is happening. Now we´ll just wait for the letter, which will say if I´m one of the 8 luckiest who´ll get to study there. Studying in Aalto is my biggest dream at the moment. Yesterday after the last exam, when I was sitting in a tramway, carrying on another hand a huge bag with all my drawing, sowing and painting equipment and on the other a large paper portfolio, I almost started shaking. That was the moment when I finally understood, how close I´m achieving my dream. Thank god I didn´t have that moment days earlier: I would´ve probably fucked up all the assignments by panicking.
When I got home, I made myself a huge cup of coffee and for a moment just sat there on the balcony gathering my thoughts. I´m so happy. Even though I don´t know if I´m getting a study place, I´m incredibly flattered that I got a chance to show what I´m capable of creating. So happy! And this month was a big ego boost for me: I´m definitely more sure about my goals in life and about my style, designing and works and that´s exactly what I needed. Now I have more self- confidence to go after those big dreams.
After that gathering my thoughts, I went to see a friend´s new apartment, which is so cool: felt like I was in one of Aki Kaurismäki´s movies. Great vibes there :D We bought few beers and enjoyed the rainy summer evening. Best ending for this week.
To end this post, I want to say THANK YOU for all the supporting text messages and phone calls that I got during this week. I truly have some caring and supporting friends.
BSX